Let me know that I didn't lose you

手機突然收到他傳來的訊息，還未看內容，已經眉開眼笑了。

我有這麼喜歡這個人嗎？

就在收到短訊的前一天，我才暗自嗟嘆對他已經了無感覺。無論他再怎樣教人失望，也不會再傷到心裡去。

或者我有幾愛這個人，也同樣地有幾討厭這個人。所以，在一加一減的情況底下，才可保持心境平穩。

收到訊息的那個晚上，有句說話在腦內揮之不去。上網查找的時候，卻讓我發現了這個網頁：



不太清楚這個網頁的來龍去脈，但是被當中某些留言所感動。

例如：
Doesn't want to remember...isn't ready to forget

one of the worst emotional pains someone can ever experience, is to hate someone but still love them at the same time. this is the definition of heartbreak

Not loving you is harder then you know

Its hard too let go of something you never really had but, its even harder when you know its everything you ever wanted

I've accepted that we can't be, but I've also accepted that you're going to be that one person I carry with me for the rest of my life.

If you don't want me in your life just say so. And I will do my best to walk away. But dont expect me to stop loving you.

You'll never know how much I care, and I'll never know why I still do.

感覺以上每一句話都像是賀卡中的詞句一樣。只可惜，這並不是帶給人快樂的賀卡。